…but not for me.

let me explain something to you, typist.  i hate sex. oh ye, i hate it.  it’s like a fucking play i have to put on.  don’t tell me i just need the right partner, i’ve been with enough people.  i just don’t… lust… sex feels like someone rubbing your back, i can take it or leave it.  i hate sex, and i have never lusted for it.

plus… there’s the whole am i a lesbian thing, and if so, what do i do about my belief in god?

shit if i know.  but women are… so much more beautiful then men.  so… sexy.  and emtionally, well let’s just say we’re in a whole other sphere.  does that make me gay?  i don’t know, but i think i could be happier with a woman.  but who knows.  and i could never leave A and R.  …but i think about it.  fuck.