who am i?  it’s a quest6ion people have been asking themselves fotever and for some reason, starting out this blog, i feel it’s a nessicary evil.  i’ve got to answer it for you, typist.  and dammit, i have no fucking idea.  so… instead…. here are the things i do know————->

  1. my name is L
  2. i am 20, born 9/20/85
  3. i am dating a 35 year old man, R 
  4. R has a son, A, to whom i act as a stand-in mother to
  5. i am miserable, and can’t change the reasons why
  6. my depression meds aren’t working
  7. i am miserable.
  8. oh yeah, and i want a puppy

and now, pulled from my spoiling brain, things i don’t know—->

  1. i don’t know how to change my life
  2. i don’t know my sexuality
  3. i don’t know how to b happy anymore
  4. i don’t know who i am anymore

 more another time.

yours truely,

-L