this is about my life. it’s a place to soudn off so hopefully i don’t kill my husband-to-be R, or his son, A. this is about how i hate sex. how i might be a lesbian. how bannannas are all i could eat for a week. about how i feel. or how i don’t feel. about how apathy is the worst emotion. about how to find happiness in a bleak, cold world. about how my depression meds aren’t working. about how unhappy i am. about the small glimmers of hope.
this is a blog about me, L.